The First Thing You Know

Here’s something just for fun. In my last post I shared an online conversation I had with a man in our church. Well, here is an online conversation I had with the wife of my cousin, and his consequent input. Nothing profound here, just fun…

Melissa:
had a really great question to ask, but I forgot what it was! :)

Kenneth Myers at 10:39pm April 23
There are lots of really big questions: Who is God? What is the meaning of life? But Melissa, here’s one for you: What’s the first thing you know? Think about it and give me an answer. And there is a right answer.

Melissa at 10:46pm April 23
Why do I feel like I am going to have to think really hard abou this? :)

Kenneth Myers at 10:47pm April 23
Yep. Think carefully, deeply. You only get one answer, so it has to count.

At this point Melissa’s husband, Bobby, comes online and asks me for the answer:

10:49pm Bob
So what is the answer I have too many financial numbers banging around my head

10:49pm Kenneth
MAN, I can’t tell you! You’ll tell Melissa.

10:49pm Bob
Promise not to, I keep secrets well
plus she will be up all night thinking about it

10:49pm Kenneth
Well, the first thing you know, ol’ Jed’s a millionaire.

Then, after several seconds delay:

10:50pm Bob
I just spewed Dr. Pepper on the screen

10:50pm Kenneth
I’m laughing out loud at that!!!

10:51pm Bob
I will let her stew for a couple of days, she is probably being metaphysical

10:51pm Kenneth
So funny!!!

10:51pm Bob
I have not laughed that hard in a long time, thanks I owe you

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My point in all this? Sometimes the most profound questions have really simple answers!

Published in: on April 27, 2009 at 8:23 pm Leave a Comment

52 Card Pickup

Here’s a snippet of a Facebook conversation I had with my friend Jason, who comes from a Charismatic/Evangelical background and has been discovering the historic faith for about the last 6 months or so…

Jason
I love those little tid bits of beautifully layered truth

10:34pmKenneth
MAN, isn’t it LAYERED and never ending?

10:34pmJason
I guess all truth is multilayered applicable, for those w/ the eyes to see, ears to hear it, and a heart to receive it

10:35pmKenneth
Yea, but once you hit the jackpot, it’s multilayered all the way down!

10:35pmJason
how do you mean?

10:36pmKenneth
I mean, once you see the system, and all the pieces fall into place, and everything dovetails, it just gets prettier and prettier and more amazing all the time. I’ve been in the “catholic” way for about 20 years now, and there are no hiccups, just more and more beauty

10:37pmJason
I totally know what you mean. It’s like watching a game of 52 card pickup in reverse. Truth starts to stack up inexplicably out of what was the chaos of my mind.

Published in: on April 4, 2009 at 8:44 pm Comments (2)

A Testy Conversation Regarding Legalism

Lately I’ve been participating in an online forum discussing a hyper-Pentecostal church in our town that is essentially a cult. One of the chains of conversation was about all the things (some of them ridiculous) that we of a Pentecostal ilk were forbidden to do when we were younger (for example: no makeup or jewelry for women, no movies, television, sporting events, skating, bowling, dancing…you get the idea). Posted below is some banter between an anonymous poster and myself. I got a little testy. But the points are hugely important…

Some anonymous person wrote:

I find it sad that many on this site, including Kenneth and Jason, feel the need to “bash” people that still believe in a holiness standard and are fully committed to trying to please God instead of pleasing our fleshly desires. If you don’t feel it is necessary and appropriate, then do what you will. But please don’t use this forum to tear down others that have convictions that I personally feel God smiles on because that sacrifice is made strictly and personally to HIM. Just because your “way” is liberal and without boundaries does not mean it is the “right” way. It is definately the “broader” and “easier” way, but please don’t cast stones on those of us that still believe that a holiness standard is necessary and very pleasing unto God. Just feel like the respect should be across the board and for all. Making fun of others convictions is not uplifting or edifying to participants of this forum.

To which I replied:

WOW! I’d love to sit down face to face with you and talk about this. There is SO much to be said about the subject, I don’t know where to begin, and I don’t have room on this forum to address it all.

First – I meant no personal offense to you.

Second – the use of humor toward things with which we disagree is actually something done in the Bible itself. Paul mocked the legalists of his day, who were insisting that Christian men had to be circumcised, by saying (and this in IN THE BIBLE, for heaven’s sake), that he wishes they’d just finish the job and castrate themselves.

Third – I am not “bashing” anyone. I am, however STRONGLY disagreeing with a theology that suggests God smiles on an artificial standard of holiness created NOT from the Word of God, nor from the historic faith of the Church, but rather from early 20th century mores and values which have endured in the Pentecostal and Fundamentalist subcultures of the United States.

Fourth – It isn’t a mater of simply you follow God your way and I’ll follow God my way. This is sloppy theology which, if applied to its logical extent, makes room for all kinds of silliness, heresy and indeed danger. Either there are absolutes and clear Biblical standards or there are not. In the book of Judges when Israel was at its lowest point, the condemnation of Scripture was that “every man did what was right in his own eyes”. When we jettison the standards that are mandated by God himself, we end up replacing them with standards of our own making (or more significantly, of our own culture’s making), and these things become things of bondage.

Fifth – It isn’t accurate to say that God smiles on any sacrifice made “strictly and personally to him”. There are some sacrifices that he abhors, no matter how good the intention. The sons of Korah were killed just for such a sacrifice.

Sixth – To suggest that my “way” is “broader” and “liberal” and “without boundaries” is to use non-biblical guidelines to determine what is broad and what is liberal. And its just silly to boot. You have no idea of my “way”, nor of the obedience of my life. I am a sinner, indeed. But I embrace the disciplines of the faith with sincerity and seriousness, not creating some list of rules made up two generations ago, but holding to a covenental list of rules given by God to his people, both in the Old Covenant and the New. The fact that I do not keep the particular manmade list of rules that you think reflect holiness has nothing to do with God’s own definition of what marks holiness of life.

Seventh and finally: you end by saying “please don’t cast stones on those of us that still believe that a holiness standard is necessary and very pleasing unto God”. Well, it seems we DO agree on two things, at least: (a) that there is such a thing as a “holiness standard” and (b) that such a standard is pleasing to God. Where we significantly disagree is in regard to what defines this standard. I suggest the Bible itself defines it, and it can be summarized in a few brief words: “He has shown thee, O man, what is good, and what does the Lord require of thee – but to do justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with thy God.” The standard is not about drinking alcohol (Jesus did, and so did the disciples), not about dancing (typical Jewish culture – the Bible is replete with references to dancing, and not just in the context of some Pentecostal service), not about cards or movies or tobacco or anything else like that. It IS about loving “the Lord thy God with all they heart, with all thy strength, and with all thy mind”, and about “loving your neighbor as yourself.”

Legalism is an insidious disease that destroys true faith and corrupts the hearts of God’s children. I’m against it.

I would happily buy you lunch to talk about it more, if you’re interested. And I’m not condemning your personal values (I have LOTS of friends who don’t drink, smoke, chew or go with those who do) – what I am here condemning and making fun of is the notion that those prohibitions somehow make a person’s standing before God more secure.

Bishop Ken

To which she (for some reason I assume it’s a she) replied:

Two words come to mind here after reading your reply…”pearl” and “swine”. I will leave it at that. Good luck.

To which I replied:

Suits me. Would love to have had a serious and reasoned conversation with you, but it’s OK if you’d rather not. Thanks for the well-wishing. I wish you well too.

Published in: on December 13, 2008 at 12:29 am Comments (2)

Karl Popper, Scientific Inquiry, and How We “Do Church”

Sir Karl Popper is my favorite philosopher, and one of the most influential thinkers in my life. I’m reading some of his ideas on scientific inquiry right now, and find them fascinating in their implications.

Popper is commonly seen as being somewhat philosophically responsible for the exponential curve that has happened in the world of science, discovery and invention in our lifetime. And, without getting into it to deeply, his significant contribution to how we understand the world of science is the idea of “falsifiability”. In short, he shows that the role of science is NOT to prove a theory, but to disprove one. In fact, ultimately, in purely logical terms, no scientific theory can EVER be proven, it can only be given a value of reliability from past observances.

One simplified way of putting it is this: If I have a theory that all crows are black, I cannot prove this theory by the observation of 10,000, 100,000 or 1,000,000 black crows. If EVERY crow I EVER observe is black, it does not logically prove my theory. But if I observe a SINGLE white crow, I have falsified my theory.

The idea of falsifiability led to the standard attitude in the scientific world of what we now call “peer review” where an idea is thrown out there with the INTENTION of it being challenged – because the scientist understands that challenging it will (a) cause it to be discarded as wrong or (b) show it to be on the right track “AS FAR AS WE KNOW”, or maybe even (c) tweak it and make it stronger with some modifications.

So, scientific discovery moves ahead piecemeal (a very important concept in Popper’s thinking, both social and scientific) – one person taking another’s idea and improving it a bit, showing that whereas it GENERALLY proves true, it SPECIFICALLY may not, and therefore is “wrong” and must be refined.

Here is an important piece: THE MORE GENERAL the information the LESS FALSIFIABLE. THE MORE SPECIFIC the information THE MORE FALSIFIABLE.

If I say “all dogs have hair” that is very general, and very difficult to TEST (and hence to falsify) (note: even if every dog I have ever observed has hair, it still doesn’t “prove” my thesis). If I say something like “all dogs have brown hair” this is easier to falsify and so more scientifically valuable. If I further narrow it down to “all dogs in my house have brown hair” the specificity of the statement is even more testable and falsifiable.

And so scientific progress is made by the gradual movement of INCREASED SPECIFICITY in a particular idea. Ideas are made better. THINGS are made better. Through testing and tweaking.

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Having said that, Popper points out that, practically speaking, a WRONG SPECIFIC STATEMENT is often much more valuable than a CORRECT GENERAL STATEMENT.

If you ask me what time it is, and I tell you, “It is EXACTLY 5.22 a.m.” (it IS, by the way – I couldn’t sleep this morning), and if I am WRONG by two minutes, that information – though inaccurate – is more valuable than the more general statement, “It is Sunday morning”. In the real world, if I say the plane leaves at 1.30 this afternoon, and I am wrong by ten minutes, it is still much more valuable than saying the plane leaves between noon and six.

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Which brings me to the Church and theology.

Taking Popper’s ideas and applying them to the life of the Church, there are a couple of things that are worthy of further contemplation.

FIRST, the idea of falsifiability – I suppose people from the academic world are used to the notion of peer review, but perhaps that should permeate much more of our life together than it does. Some leaders are afraid of being questioned, of being tested, of submitting their ideas, theologies or “revelations” to peer review. One should not be “ashamed” of putting something out there and having it shot down – if it can be shot down it should be shot down. One should not be ashamed of wrong turns and dead end streets – they falsify ideas and therefore help the rest move toward something more true. For example, that much disparaged idea of Government by Consensus in the CEC. Some of it worked. Some of it didn’t. Some of it was terribly abused and misapplied. Tweak it. Improve it. Correct it. OR, maybe even throw it out completely and start from scratch, or go back to another model that “works” better. My point is, whatever is done, work toward improvement, in a spirit of OPENNESS.

If we could have an environment of falsifying without condemning, it could go a lot further toward a truer establishing of God’s people.

Apply this to any number of topics of discussion: a theology of the beginning, a theology of the end, a methodology of church government, a theology of you-name-it.

But SECONDLY – and this is really what I wanted to get at – I would like to further contemplate the Popperian idea of the “wrong specific” being more valuable than the “correct general”. Take the canon of Scripture, for example. MIGHT it not be the case that a particular church is better off naming a specific canon and being wrong, rather than maintaining a more general view of “we won’t specifically define the canon, we’ll just state the broader parameters of the thing”? (This is NOT, by the way, a dig at Anglicanism, whose position on the O.T. canon has been greatly misunderstood).

This is only one example – there are tons of others and I’m sure you can come up with some of your own. Might not a church be better off stating clearly and specifically its positions, but being open to those positions being tested and improved? If we could ever come to a place of saying “proving me wrong” doesn’t “prove me bad” we would be much better off. We could learn from our own mistakes, the mistakes of others, and move forward toward improving the Church, the world, and ourselves.

That’s all for now. Enough early morning musings.

Popper defines science precisely as that field which can be tested. Some things cannot – some important things – metaphysical things – things particularly in the realm of faith. But having said that, our faith DOES carry with it some elements of the scientific. Aquinis thought theology itself to be the queen of sciences. And St. Paul said, “TEST ALL THINGS. HOLD FAST TO THAT WHICH IS TRUE.”

Published in: on January 15, 2008 at 7:06 pm Comments (3)

The Bomber and the Lamb of God

I’m reading a new book by Benedict XVI (B-16, “the Bomber”) entitled Jesus of Nazareth. It’s just a delight to read because it reads SO much like something from Hans Urs Von Balthasar (only more readable!). It is theologically profound, spiritually deep, and pastorally sensitive.

Over the last couple of days I’ve been revisiting one particular section (p. 21ff) that I believe is worth sharing briefly:

“Why is Jesus called the Lamb, and why does this Lamb take away the sins of the world, so thoroughly vanquishing them as to rob them of any substance or reality?…”

First, that line STUNNED me; it’s so, well, Lutheran! What a delightful idea and phrase – that Jesus “thoroughly vanquished” our sins, so much as to “rob them of any substance or reality”!!!

He continues the page with a quote from the Theological Dictionary of the New Testament (a Protestant work, by the way – everyone praises this pope for his ecumenical intellectual scope), a book also known among Bible students as “Kittel’s”:

“Jeremias makes the further observation that the Hebrew word talia means both ‘lamb’ and ‘boy’ or ’servant’ (TDNT, I, p. 339). In the first instance, then, the Baptist may have meant his words as a reference to the Servant of God who bears the sins of the world by his vicarious atonement [cf. Is. 53.7]. But this reference also identifies him as the true Passover lamb who expiates and wipes away the sin of the world: ‘The Savior, dying on the Cross, went to his vicarious death patiently like a sacrificial lamb. By the expiatory power of his innocent death he blotted out…the guilt of all mankind’ (TDNT, I, p. 340). If at the extreme hour of Israel’s oppression in Egypt, the blood of the Paschal lamb had been the key to its liberation, now the Son who became a servant – the shepherd who became a sheep – no longer stands just for Israel, but for the liberation of the world – for mankind as a whole.”

And so, Benedict XVI does two things here that in my mind are astonishing for a Roman Pontiff to do: first, he makes a BOLD statement of the definitive work of GRACE that occurred on the cross: “thoroughly vanquishing” our sins, “robbing them of any substance or reality”; “expiates and wipes away the sin of the world”. Secondly, he recognizes the global/universal dimensions of this sacrifice: “the liberation of the world – for mankind as a whole.”

This summer I’ll finish the book, and write a review of the whole thing. But I just wanted to share now how delightful a read it is, and what a great thinker/theologian/pastor B16 is turning out to be. Ratzinger – lots of folk nicknamed him Rottweiler – is turning out to be, not a mean dog, but a good shepherd. A good German Shepherd.

Published in: on June 20, 2007 at 4:13 pm Leave a Comment

Q&A: The Need for Mercy

A bishop in another communion has decided to eliminate The Prayer of Humble Access from the liturgy because, in his thinking, having already confessed our sins, we ought not be asking for mercy again so quickly, as we approach the altar to receive the sacraments. A bishop friend of mine commented on the danger of the willy-nilly tweaking of the liturgy just because of personal insights and/or current theological trends. Now, that prayer is not part of our regular liturgy, but it is an option. I wrote,

The need for mercy is perpetual. If I receive the mercy of God in absolution an hour ago, I am no less in need of his mercy this very moment. The problem is that people have confused mercy with forgiveness. Mercy, in the O.T., is clearly understood as “loving-kindness”. Two things are a constant in our lives: we do not DESERVE God’s favor and we NEED his loving-kindness.

Published in: on February 23, 2007 at 4:29 pm Leave a Comment

On Being Perfect

“I’m not perfect, but…” Someone said this to me recently about someone else, with whom this someone shared an imperfect marriage. I didn’t think much about it at the time, but the phrase lodged somewhere in the back of my mind and I woke up on Sunday morning an hour before the sounding of my alarm clock with the phrase having worked its way to the surface of my thinking, making clear its intentions. “I’m not perfect”. How often I’ve heard this phrase, and how often I’ve said it, and how true it is. But what is the purpose behind the statement? “I’m not perfect…but I’m sure striving to reach perfection.”? No, I’ve never heard anyone use it in a context of ambition. It almost always means that the person making the statement has little or no intention of doing much anything about his imperfection. Saying “I’m not perfect” is the same as declaring, “You should accept my shortcomings and inadequacies no matter how they hurt you, or how bad they are for me, or what damage they do to others”.

The idea behind the statement is that I shouldn’t even have to expect perfection from myself – something laughably obvious because, hey, I’m not perfect – I’m human. And obviously you shouldn’t expect it of me either. The phrase is an escape clause for whatever we’re talking about. It’s a permission slip to screw things up. But worst of all, it’s a stating of direction. Saint Gregory of Nyssa (and most famously, C.S. Lewis after him) taught that God is the only living being who is static and unchanging, perfect in being, thought and action. God is the only one who is. God is the only be-ing, everyone else is a be-coming. Or else an un-be-coming. We are, all of us, creatures of movement, and we are moving in one of two directions. Either we are moving toward the One who Is and becoming more like him, or we are moving away from the One who Is and in the process unraveling in the very essence of who we are; we are “unbecoming” in more ways than one. This is why many of the early Church Fathers taught that hell was vaporish, wispy, almost non-existent; because the souls that end up there are so far down the road from the One who Is that they almost Are Not.

“I’m not perfect” can usually be finished, “…and I have no intention of moving toward perfection”. After all, only God is perfect! Well. Hold on. Not exactly. We see a gorgeous scene and exclaim, “It’s picture perfect”. We enjoy a wonderful evening with friends and reflect, “It was perfect; I wouldn’t have changed a thing”. We even pray, “Almighty God, to you all hearts are open, all desires are known, and from you no secrets are hid. Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit that we may perfectly love you and worthily magnify your holy name.” We’re actually asking God to give us perfect love! High expectations indeed – we probably don’t really mean it when we pray it; we probably don’t even think about the words.

The point being: perfection is achievable. Not, of course, if by perfection we mean “measuring up to God”; but a worthy goal if we mean, “all that we were designed to be”. An English dictionary definition of perfection is “being complete of its kind and without defect or blemish; ‘a perfect circle’; ‘a perfect reproduction’; ‘perfect happiness’; perfect manners’; a perfect specimen’; ‘a perfect day’.” This idea of being complete of its kind and without defect or blemish echoes the yearnings of Saint Paul that the Church, the Bride of Christ, achieve maturity, “without spot or wrinkle”. When he wrote of perfection, St. Paul used the Greek word teleios – “complete”; “fully mature”; “having achieved the purpose of its design”.

All that to say this: when someone tells me (or when I tell someone else), “I’m not perfect…” the statement is one of movement and can mean one of only two things: “I’m not perfect and I’m not heading toward perfection; I have no real intention of changing and becoming complete, fully mature, functioning the way God designed me to function”, or else, “I’m not perfect, but I’m on a path toward perfection, and by the grace of God I will one day achieve such a measure so that I shall be able to look in a mirror and see in myself the reflection of Christ himself.” If the intention is the former, then my pastoral response should most often be something like, “Granted…but are you willing to become perfect, for this is your call and this is your destiny in Christ. Are you willing to have me and others and the Holy Spirit Himself help you down that path toward perfection?” We ought not let the phrase be used as a permission slip to an unbecoming life. “Be ye therefore perfect, even as your father which is in heaven is perfect.” Jesus’ words, not mine. Matthew 5.48.

Published in: on January 4, 2007 at 3:50 pm Comments (1)

An Emerging Word for 2007

I’ve been praying and listening about a particular word of direction for Christ Church Cathedral and the Diocese of the South Central for 2007. A word began bubbling up in my heart about a month ago, but I kept thinking it was shallow and not particularly spiritual. Nevertheless, I couldn’t get away from it. When I finally recognized that it was direction from God it suddenly started popping up everywhere.

The word is “happiness”. It’s been seen as a shallow concept, rooted in what “happens”, but I’m speaking of it in the context of the biblical terms of “cheerfulness” and “blessedness”. It also connects to “joy”.

I’m studying it, praying it, reading about it everywhere I turn, and it will be a focus for 2007. For starters, this: there’s an erroneous idea out there that happy people are shallow people. That “the pursuit of happiness” is somehow ungodly (interesting, isn’t it, that the phrase “life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness” is preceded by this: “We hold these truths to be self evident, that all men are…endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable rights…” Even the Declaration of Independence is a theological document saying it is self-evident that God has created us to live a life toward happiness.

God may call us to suffer, but let us never confuse suffering with being miserable. God hasn’t called his people to misery. There can be joy, even in the midst of suffering. If a person is miserable, whatever else may be said, it is clear that such a person has something out of kilter – either situation of life or attitude of heart. Unlike suffering, misery is indicative of being out of God’s will. The language of Scripture, repeatedly (and especially in the Psalms) is the promise that God’s people, following God’s ways, will be happy. We ought not be ashamed, or think it shallow, to say that we are happy. We ought to rejoice in such a blessing from God.

Published in: on December 15, 2006 at 11:56 am Leave a Comment

Believing vs. Loving

(This is an old post moved from an old page, originally posted 2/17/6)

I find it interesting when I talk to people about God that their response is often, “Oh, I believe in God”. As if this is somehow supposed to alleviate my concerns about their spirituality. They don’t go to church. Maybe they don’t even know which God they believe in. But, as a bishop I should be relieved and even jolly that indeed they do believe in God. Let me say it clearly, once and for all: I don’t care whether people believe in God. Believing in God gets us nowhere. Saint James wrote (James 2.19), “the demons believe, and shudder”. What’s important is not some kind of nebulous belief in God, but that we love God (I need to start saying back to people, “Yes, but do you love God?”). And love is a demonstratable quality, unlike belief. True love makes a difference in one’s life. Jesus said, “If you love me, you will keep my commandments” (John 14.15).

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On Living and Dying with Purpose

(This is an old post moved from an old page, originally posted 1/9/6)

In his introduction to The Book on Adler (1846) Soren Kierkegaard makes the distinction between someone who comes to the end of his life, and someone who comes to the END of his life: “For it is one thing that a life is over, and a different thing that a life is finished by reaching its conclusion.” It dawns on me that a life may be very long-lived and yet have no real ending, and again a life may be relatively short (say, 33 years) and yet reach its purposed conclusion. But what strikes me is this: a man having reached his conclusion before his death means not only that he has died well, but that he has also lived well. His life has had purpose.

Kierkegaard continues, “For in reality it is indeed true that every man dies, his life comes to an end; but from this it does not follow that his life has an end in the sense of a conclusion, ‘that it came to an end’ – precisely this past tense shows that death is not the decisive thing, that the conclusion may fall within a man’s lifetime, and that to regard death as a conclusion is a deceitful evasion, for death is related quite indifferently to the premise of a man’s life, and therefore is not a conclusion of any sort.”

I pray that I die well because I have lived well – with purpose, and that when I die (whether that is as an old man or sometime soon) people will be able to say, “He lived his life to its conclusion.”

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